She was looking out for a real and genuine friend in this shaded universe out there. She wasn't really open to the notion and conceptual idea of having a companionship that stemmed out of friendship.
That generated a whole lot of weirdness and uncomfort in her. After facing so many betrayals in life right from her childhood, she lost faith and trust in people and friendships totally.
She was originally very quiet, shy, timid, and introvert girl back in school who was bullied, humiliated and insulted that time by her teachers, class mates, the gang of boys, and had no friends at all.
The person who was her only bestfriend from childhood broke friendship with her without any reason unannounced. That time she got her first lesson that not to judge book by it's cover.
From tender age of 17 till now she's changed drastically in many ways good and bad both that now she's best version of herself by being a #mufat (unfiltered), confident, frank and spontaneous extrovert girl with blunt and brittle tongue.
Now the guys that are her friends want to be more than friends with her but she's just happy being in her carefree euphoric zone right now with her inner circle of "Anmol Ratan's / bestfriends" in her life.
She's now what people term as "bold and beautifully sexy brutal badass", who's tongue is like a razor sharp knife always cutting and crushing down her haters and bullies brutally.
You all might be thinking who's that girl isn't it ? Well, that girl is actually me. Yes this is my story in reality. The girl who couldn't speak and voice out herself is today finally breaking free from all clutches and that writer chose to tell her story of how she overcame all these problems in life.
God is still taking her exams and test by throwing her in murkiest drowning waters but she's always smiling and fighting against all odds and never gives up.
Is it her fault that she's very deep, observant, on her guard always and very dense before even being friends with anyone !
She's lost so many people in her entire life in span of past 7 years that now she feels it's better to be safe than sorry and tends to keep quite a few good friends that she knows will always be there for and with her.
This is me and it's my story !
By Vrinda Mundara.