There are things that trouble me
There are things which are irritating me. Be it, friends, social life, family, studies and just things which irks everyone. It feel like, the life given to me, isn’t mine anymore, almost everybody is controlling it. I’m trapped in the word ‘life’. This life was supposed to be mine, not being selfish but yes that is the fact. Why do people take advantage of my naturalness? Do I owe an explanation to prove myself?
I’ve never felt anxiety before, though I’ve always been a mix of an introvert and an extrovert. I cannot exactly name what I’m feeling right now. I can never express my feelings; it feels like I’m a puppet on strings, as if my actions and words are controlled by someone else. Everyone tries to convince me that my thoughts are negative but if the society you live in has always been a contributor to negativity. I always fuck things up; my grades, my life, my family and perhaps everything that I own. I just want the world to be quiet for a bit, just for a minute. Put down your judgements aside and just look how life can be seen without hardships. Life was never meant to define the word ‘hardships’. Life is only one-third hardships and we make the most out of it.