True love pulls you back every time you take a step towards setting yourself free, probably its you yourself taking the hold of you, because all this time the love was soo pure that you feel guilty of making peace with the fact that someday you will live free and happy knowing she isn't a part of your life, you feel guilty of giving that love to someone else because she's the only person you have ever imagined yourself with, her's are the only arms that ever held your waist with her nails piercing all layers of your clothes, that intensity, yes that intensity and the love that you saw in her eyes that she refused to confess, all this making you guilty of letting her go this time and for the first time think about your well being, true love breaks you, it makes you, it gives you the strength of sustaining the falling bonds but it also wraps you up inside shield that disguises you about loyalty.
You may forever love her, and to be fair nobody can ask you to stop doing that, but that nowhere limits your loving power, so set yourself free, and love again.
It happens right ? Sometimes all it takes is a second for a person to vanish off your heart, a second that makes the relationship sore, because words hurt more than swords, and then you have a lifetime trying to get rid off all the strings and memories you carved deep in your heart yourself once, and you know it wont be easy to gather all your pieces back and put together them in exactly the same manner so as to get your original self back,
well, let me tell you the pieces you will put back are half broke, some are off the edges, your emotions, your belief might not be the same before all that happened and fucked you up,
but you might not as well know, that what you carve out from those imperfect pieces will make you the most perfect version of yourself, will all the right spices, and experiences and emotions in the right amount, and with self-belief you might pretty much conquer the world.