Clean it up later someday, embrace now. I know people are complicated. Deviation of ECG shows you're alive and straight line is dead, be weird, be brave, Just be you . Find the happiness in your loved ones, even empty road leads to some destination, just try once. Find the happiness in small things, you cannot buy
respect and humbleness in any shop you need to earn it. Even the smallest particle on earth moves and settles down. Everything on this planet made with purpose. We don't even live a half cosmic calender second ☣️ and we humans think we achieved everything, we are just cleaning mess. It may be a illusion what is happening in the universe but it's beautiful illusion,
beautiful mess. Look at the bigger picture, that needs good perception . Look at nebula in night and say how beautiful it looks. It's always better to be a yellow light in traffic signal rather than red and green. You will ready for situations around you. Stay safe from invisible asteroids.