#wanderluxt_s

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  • wanderluxt_s 35w

    #100thpost ✨ On account of International Poetry Day ❤️Quite long .... feedback is appreciated #wanderluxt_s #writersnetwork #readwriteunite #wordporn

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    Poetry ❤️

    Poetry satisfies my thirst now. When no one is there to hear me, I silently scream it out as words.

    Poetry isn't a hobby anymore. It's where my heart wanders on its own, without being judged by anyone.

    When I used to sit in a corner and cry, Poetry was always by my side to wipe my tears. Poetry dissolved that lump in my throat that hurt me a lot. Poetry became my resort.

    It really hurt when people are double faced and that one person means a lot to you and just decides to backstab you. That's when Poetry sat by me and said "I'm there, don't worry. It's just a phase of life."

    To face all the chaos of the world, my heart had no strength. To face all criticism I had no courage. To rant out my heart I had no confidence. Pen in hand, paper in front, Poetry was the most beautiful thing I had laid my eyes upon.

    When love caught me like a raging fire, and the fragile heart fell for its charm, I had no control but to fall prey to love's lovely trap. Poetry taught me how to express those unsaid feelings.

    When I faced heartbreak, and this fragile heart gave up, Poetry stood by me, "Give me another chance, I'll mend you back together again."

    Poetry has always been with me. My words aren't the best that come out. I've to learn more. This fragile heart has to see and learn more from a lot of amazing poets.

    Poetry satisfies the emptiness in my heart. It's not my resort anymore. Poetry is my heart. Poetry has turned to complete that sense of obscurity.

    Poetry has become the ineffable mysterious of the soul. ❤️


    ©wanderluxt_s

  • wanderluxt_s 35w

    See that girl ? Heartbreaks #18

    She looks really happy right ? Cracking jokes, laughing a lot, hanging out with a lotta people and .... dying inside. You'll never see this. She's hurt. She's filled with pain. She's tired. Tired of putting up a smile always. Tired of all the drama she puts up and faces. But that's not her. Showing this all to everyone isn't her. It makes her feel weak if she showcases it. So she just keeps it inside and it stays buried in her heart. She smiles to make another smile. She laughs to make another laugh. She cracks jokes so that another can be happy. She hangs out a lot so that no one knows what's going on with her. She ACTS like everything is perfect and she's happy. But ... ask her pillow. It will tell you what she goes through. She cries her heart out at night, when no one is with her, when no one is watching her, but God. She cries her heart out to make herself feel better. She cries her heart out submitting all her burden to God because of course there's no better listener than Him. She cries at night so everyone thinks she's the happiest person they know. She creates that illusion so that another doesn't have to go through what she does. She puts up a mask just so that people think she has no problems and are happy. She makes them happy. If only the knew the truth ....

    ©wanderluxt_s

  • wanderluxt_s 35w

    Heartbreaks #17

    You told me you'd make it work this time. Only to end it again. Even worse this time. I doubt the word love meant anything.

    The purity of the emotion was lost in your eyesight. You turned a blind eye to me. You never cared about anything.

    Memories. Promises. Love.

    It was all lost. You just left like nothing happened. Scarred me, for life. You've lost you charm. Your charisma. That pleasant air about you. It's all gone.

    If at all ever you decide to turn back, please punch yourself on your face. You and your fucked up self. Dude don't bother turning back.

    ©wanderluxt_s

  • wanderluxt_s 36w

    Heartbreaks #16

    I love you enough to fight for you. I doubt you ever realized that. Yes I know I've been a bitch. Naive. Hopeless. Left you alone. Yes , I was a hot mess. Didn't know what to do with my life. Put you through utter shit. Trampled upon you. Never cared. But here I am, waiting for you. I've crossed that phase. The bitchy phase of my life. Here I am, waiting for you. But I don't know what to do.
    Our conversations, though 3000 miles apart, used to go on and on till 3AM. Now it's just going shorter and shorter. I'm even scared to text you. Given the fact that I love you so much and I don't know in what way my words will affect you. Yes I know the ways of my life have changed. But my love for you won't. It never will. It never has. I can still feel your heartbeat. So fast. When we first kissed. Mine raced even faster. I still remember the twinkle in your eyes. I still remember everything, I will remember everything FOREVER. I'm ready to sacrifice anything for you . I don't know what to worry about.
    The world or my world.
    Whenever I said "I love you", it never was out of habit. It was always to remind you that you are the best thing that happened to me. Maybe that's why I still give storms to my pillow. I just wish nothing had changed between us.
    I just wish I hadn't left you alone. I just wish she hadn't entered your life. I just wish. Yes we've had our set of misunderstandings, fights, rants , love, bitchiness and what not. But this isn't fair. You claim to still love me, but won't be mine alone. Deep inside me it hurts to see you with her. We had our own forever world built. Our own palace all planned. We had our thrones designed. We had our garden designed. But you left before we could make it our HOME. Our favorite color is black. Now it's turning reality. It's not going to bother you I know. Because we just planned our palace. We didn't build it. We let ourselves out on the battle field a lot . And hurt ourselves. It's just a battle scar. It hurts a lot. That's all ?
    I love you more than ever. That'll never change.

    ©wanderluxt_s

  • wanderluxt_s 36w

    Heartbreaks #15

    She learnt to keep a steady head.
    She let her thoughts swim away.
    But then and there, there were these heavy tides,
    Brining her memories back again with him.
    She didn't want to think about him.
    Forever.
    But it wasn't gonna happen anytime soon.
    Everything she saw, thought about ,
    Brought memories of him.

    She'd had enough.
    She was lost.
    Hopeless.
    Lonely.
    She wanted someone to be by her. To love her. To care for her.
    It was the best feeling ever.
    But she couldn't help, but think of him only.
    It hurt. A lot, every single time.

    The ocean of memories they had created was easy to be emptied.
    And maybe that's why it hurts her blood when his name is etched in her blood.
    She wanted to die. Several times.
    It wasn't going easy.
    He got in the way of everything in her life.
    Something had to be done.
    And soon.

    She had to find someone.
    But not now. She can't find anyone.
    She just has to cross her fingers hoping her college life
    takes a turn in her life.

    She still loves him.
    With unbearable pain and higher hopers of a better life.


    ©wanderluxt_s

  • wanderluxt_s 36w

    Heartbreaks #14

    She lost herself to him.
    He lost himself to her.
    ~
    *No. The 'she' and 'her' aren't the same person*


    ©wanderluxt_s

  • imperfect_writer_2point0 37w

    Originally posted by : @wanderluxt_s
    Happy women's day to all the lovely ladies out there ✨❤️✨❤️✨❤️ #womensday #embraceall #loveall #wanderluxt_s

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    She has a way with her charm.❤️

    She's the kind who'd stride with no pride, yet be the centre of attraction.
    How you ask?

    Because she's a WOMAN.

    She has a way with her charm .
    Her charisma,her way with her words. Her way with her love.
    No one can love like her.
    The way she artistically handles the day, her pains, her joy.
    She strives to be independent of any dependence.

    She's the one works hard to pay her bills. She's the one who has the patience to deal with her boss' hot head.
    She's the one who comes home tired and yet takes pleasure in cooking up a yummy meal for her husband and kids.
    She's the one who turned people's CAN'Ts upon her to majestic CANs. Shes the one who turned her dreams to her plans.
    She's the one who wears her pain as her smile. You can never see it.
    She's the one whose charisma can take your breath away.
    She's the one God created as a support to man. She's the woman He wanted for the man. As a support.
    She's even special in God's eyes.
    She's the ultimatum.

    She's the one who goes through a lot. It's hard to be a woman in today's world. Yet she rocks it, with nothing but just being herself. A woman.

    She has a way with herself.

  • wanderluxt_s 37w

    Happy women's day to all the lovely ladies out there ✨❤️✨❤️✨❤️ #womensday #embraceall #loveall #wanderluxt_s

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    She has a way with her charm.❤️

    She's the kind who'd stride with no pride, yet be the centre of attraction.
    How you ask?

    Because she's a WOMAN.

    She has a way with her charm .
    Her charisma,her way with her words. Her way with her love.
    No one can love like her.
    The way she artistically handles the day, her pains, her joy.
    She strives to be independent of any dependence.

    She's the one works hard to pay her bills. She's the one who has the patience to deal with her boss' hot head.
    She's the one who comes home tired and yet takes pleasure in cooking up a yummy meal for her husband and kids.
    She's the one who turned people's CAN'Ts upon her to majestic CANs. Shes the one who turned her dreams to her plans.
    She's the one who wears her pain as her smile. You can never see it.
    She's the one whose charisma can take your breath away.
    She's the one God created as a support to man. She's the woman He wanted for the man. As a support.
    She's even special in God's eyes.
    She's the ultimatum.

    She's the one who goes through a lot. It's hard to be a woman in today's world. Yet she rocks it, with nothing but just being herself. A woman.

    She has a way with herself.

  • wanderluxt_s 37w

    *to those I'm fine girls* Broken heart ?#wanderluxt_s #heartbreaksandwhatnotinlife

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    Heartbreaks #13

    I'm not angry anymore.I'm jus disappointed. I trusted you so much and this is what I get in return.I don't think I ever hid anything from you.I don't know why you had to.We were going so good.People even envied us.We were meant to be our forever.
    That forever turned out to be a lie too. Nothing lasts forever, you've taught me that clean and clear.
    It would've hurt if you told me the truth, yes!
    But lies kill baby, they kill your heart out.

    Just living for the shortest span of my life isn't going to give me forever pleasure. It's just a forever torture disguised as a pleasure.You don't love her.You love me. Then why lie? Why hide ?
    No relationship that had lies hidden ever lasted.
    You're one to prove.

    We wanted us to be something no one could ever be.We were.We indeed were. We were being looked up to.Envied at.Adored at.Felt happy for.Of course this comes with a price of criticism . But babe, this ain't fair.
    I know you far better, this isn't you.You wouldn't do this to me.You know me like the back of your hand.You know how much it would crush me, then i don't know why you decided to just chuck me into the dark.I don't have to prove my worth.You know it.I know it.We know it.We know our love.
    But I'm just stupid.Naive.To fall for you again and again.
    I want my guy back. With no bounds of her. No traces of her on you.

    But dude ! You lied ! Lies kill forever. And that's not easy to forgive.
    And you're not easy to forget.
    But , now!
    You've lost it !
    ©wanderluxt_s

  • wanderluxt_s 37w

    Heartbreaks #12

    He taught me how to love. He failed to teach me how to stop.


    ©wanderluxt_s

  • wanderluxt_s 37w

    Yet another instagram collab ❤️ She's amazinggggg... should check her out // phoenixsungoggess1111 // #wanderluxt_s

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    Reaching out I wanted to hold your hand .
    You held my hand. You did.
    I loved soaring high above ,
    Having you by my side.
    Head held high. Chin up.
    We flew .
    We drifted .
    Or so you did.
    A broken winged princess is who I am now.

    From healing I owned my own truths.
    My wings left you behind.
    My eyes held the memories etched into our blank canvas.
    Broken no more.
    Never looking back.
    Soaring to my infinite nirvana.
    .................

    -phoenixsungoddess1111 & wanderluxt.s-©

  • wanderluxt_s 37w

    You've ruined everything we wanted to be ? #wanderluxt_s

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    There are sunny and clear days...

    But there have been days when it was cloudy and raining.
    So let me refresh your memory a bit.
    Who put up with your bullshit ?
    It was only me who cared about you, even when you had to leave me for her.
    It was me who was and will always be there for you. I was the only one who loved you for every reason every other girl left you for.
    But what did you do?
    Not stand up for me.
    There have been my days of sheer "bitchyness" and what not.
    But I always loved you and never gave up on you.
    Now the toxicity in you is crushing my soul.
    The love you showed me was true.
    It WAS true.

    She's your sunshine now. You love me I know.
    But you can't do anything anymore.
    She's your all in all.

    Just please go on.
    Stop putting a crown of thorns around my heart.
    It hurts man.
    It fucking hurts.

    Just stop!
    You've ruined everything we wanted to be.

    -ABES-

  • wanderluxt_s 38w

    I've begun craving your touch ? #wanderluxt_s

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    I've begun craving your touch,
    That it now hurts so much.
    Not that I miss your touch,
    Just that it was a pleasure as much.

    What a strange and beautiful touch,
    Damn! I do love you so much.
    We are close enough for such a touch ,
    But this for you got too much .

    Your love wasn't measured by your touch,
    But for some reason I miss it much .
    Maybe that's why they say 'his touch
    is so pleasant and isn't too much".

    Am I craving your touch?
    I'm not sure very much.
    But I know your touch
    Isn't defining me nor you much.

    I just know that your touch
    Which I loved so much,
    Has turned to a stranger's touch
    That my wanderlust soul loves so much.
    ~ABES~

  • wanderluxt_s 38w

    Okay so let's face reality.. heartbreaks #11

    He broke her heart like an hour glass and didn't care about the sands falling chaotically.
    He made her get scared to fall in love again.
    He made it hard for her to trust anyone now.
    He's made her wander about alone again.

    Now she's too scared to get close with anyone , because he promised her,
    ' I'll be there , FOREVER '
    and he left her.

    She now craves his touch,
    Not because she misses his touch..
    She jus put loved him too much !

    Girls are naive that way you kno...
    They love easily.. and love so hard that a heartbreak gives her the pain that
    a new mother could get when her newborn doesn't cry.

    She's the girl who'd do anything for him. And I mean ANYTHING..
    She expects , because she believes him.

    It's so strange ..
    He used to love her over the moon.
    And now he's a stranger who knows all of her dark secrets and had the pleasure of using her , head to toe.

    Guys... this isn't love.
    One day you're gonna see her hand in hand with someone else
    And wonder to yourself how she's so charming.
    He took away your girl.
    No , she won't notice you, don't worry.
    She's busy making memories and laughing her heart out
    and forgotten about you . For the good !
    It'll burn your heart to see that lovely curve on her face.
    It's going to kill you to see that you're not the reason behind the smile.
    Then it's going to hit you,
    Finally.
    It was her.
    It always was her.
    It always will be her.
    You lost her darling.


    ©wanderluxt_s

  • wanderluxt_s 38w

    I think something up with me and long write ups ! ~Yes , I write about love.~ #wanderluxt_s ❤️

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    Okay ....
    I'm fed up with people asking me why I write about love and heartbreaks.
    Have I been through it? Should I tell you? I don't think so.
    Yes, I write about love, because the feeling of love is simply mesmerizing and
    it's a very surreal feel.
    Yes, I write about heartbreaks because no lover
    would've fallen in love without any heartbreak. And no love is complete without any heartbreak.

    No, I don't have a boyfriend.

    And yes, my writings are all untold stories for a someone.

    I write because I want to. Not to gain sympathy.
    I write to relate to people's feelings. NOT for you to pity me.
    I write out my feelings. Not to entertain you.
    I write because broken people have seen a lot of fake people.
    Not because my life is perfect.
    Then who is that I write for you ask. I don't see why I should divulge that.
    Because there exists no such person ,
    because for all you might know, such a person might not even exist.

    For I leave my words behind like bread crumbs. Not for me to follow them back.
    But for YOU to read my life. I leave them so that YOU know that YOU broke me once,
    and I rose up like a Phoenix from my ashes. I leave my words for the memories to haunt YOU.
    I leave them there so that YOU know that YOU'RE the reason for the downs in my life and
    YOU turned to be the reason for the ups too.
    Surprising much?

    Yes, I write about love for a someone who exists. Probably in my head. You'll never know!

    wanderluxt_s

  • wanderluxt_s 39w

    Heartbreaks #10

    Her eyes met his,
    After a very long time....
    Unspoken words of love and care
    Were communicated through their eyes ...
    But words of each other's 'supposed' partners
    Alone were spoken.
    No more "ONE" being,
    But merely "TWO"beings.
    Distinct. Unknown.
    Strangers. Once again.


    wanderluxt_s

  • wanderluxt_s 39w

    Crime for eternity // ? #wanderluxt_s

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    I still can't forget the first time our eyes met.
    The first time I was with you when the sun set.
    I still can't forget our first kiss,
    Now that is something I'll forever miss.

    I can't seem to get your face out of mind,
    I guess when Cupid shot arrows, he was blind.
    I can never forget all our walks and talks,
    Now I'm just stumbling upon rocks.

    I'm not giving up, I never will,
    For I will forever love to please you still.
    When beauty and love meet,
    Evil and power always together greet.

    Sometimes it takes time to realize we aren't one soul,
    I can't seem to have my feelings under control.
    Love has made me lose my sanity,
    And loving you will remain a crime for eternity.


    wanderluxt_s