Fantasies comes at a cost of reality and you know in my case I have never been so happy before and so when I sit on that vintage Rocking chair I feel like winds are talking to me. They intend to whisper something like, let's have a walk around universe, let's caress some shooting stars and let us just chase those lost dandelions and alluring butterflies.
Aren't they beautiful?
And I slowly reply to myself, to the inner me " Yes they are beautiful and enchanting"
I allow myself to be somewhere else with those wild winds. They took me with them to the arenas I have never seen. A girl who loved slow walks was pacing with the winds. I thought it was my thought process but I was actually living it.
I was anxious for a minute and I sighed to the invisble crazy breeze and it blowed heavy kisses of storm around me and I knew its time to surrender my fears and I did.
The winds took me to the field of tulips where I always wanted to be. only I know how badly I wanted to be around tulips, how I wanted to capture those minute moments of feeling those delicate petals blushing. I felt the moments froze yet we were running fast.
The wind asked me to have my hand and without a second thought I gave it to her. It slowly swirled me like the wind wanted to have a Salsa with me and for sure it felt magical to have a dance with a crazy wild mate who is delicate too at times.
"It's time for some other adventure" the wind screamed out of excitement and I yelled too, exhaling my anxieties.
It took me to the glaciers and Ice giants.
I was surprised and shocked too. I touched those crystal glaciers and I felt a shiver in my spine of adventure, of love, of freedom.
I gasped for some air and there the wind doesn't stopped, It hummed slowly in my ears " You need speed and I need stability"
'We can have a great deal if you allow me to barter' and I didn't said anything but I nodded.
And that's how I had my first barter deal.
And since then when wind shuffles my hair, when they caress me with their slow whispers and wild talks I surrender my fear to them, I allow myself to gasp some adventurous pace in my stable life just like I promised to wind, just like we had a deal.
- Heeranshi Mishra // A deal // 7:43 pm