You're Still Alive In My Heart.
You aSked me once,
"If you were hurting me?"
of courSe you were hurting me
you are the beSt I've ever known.
you are everything I promiSed,
but now you,
I find you everywhere.
It’S not juSt that you're preSent in my light,
you’re the light that hurtS the moSt in my darkneSS. you appear to be a light that fadeS away eaSily when my eyeS Start to flood.
I find pleaSure in pain becauSe you’ve been in memorieS of yeSterday,
I don’t mind the Struggles but it getS tiring to tell the world why thiS pain hurtS you are the reaSon behind. maybe if they Saw uS together they wouldn’t queStion your love or my Struggles.
I’ve been riddled with guilt that I didn’t love you nearly enough to make you Stay but So what?
I’ve heard people Say that Some love SorieS have Sad endingS too,
I Say that actually love Stories never endS. there bodieS diminiSh and become Soil but our SoulS Stay together forever.
I find you in the moSt beautiful cornerS of my heart becauSe in thoSe cornerS you exiSt.
It’S okay, that memorieS might hurt but it giveS me a reaSon to feel proud that I held you once,that you were mine and I waS yourS
I alwayS try to look for peace but I know that you’re the chaos I loved to lose mySelf into.I tell myself of the weak relationShipS where the loverS left becauSe they didn’t want to face the Society.
you and I both know that they actually never cared enough to love each other in actual termS.
truSt me I can make thingS right if you're willingly try to hold my hand just for once.
It’S alwayS going to be you.