Today I stand on the verge of ending my life, a step and my soul will have its flight. Locate my body 24 floors down, partly visible rest in my blood, drowned, my head smashed and eyes rolled up my cheeks stained in blood, arms broken and legs twisted. Ribcage cracked and my soul finally away. My heart that would stop pumping blood, oh wait.. what? Blood? No pain. My lips curved to its end reflecting happiness and love which you once gave me.
Locate my body but oh don't touch, this time not because I melt but you see it will hurt, even the lifeless me will feel that pain. And dear don't blame yourself for all the mess I have created of myself like my hair once used to be, its the same now just drenched in blood. It's all my fault, I am fed up for all the life I have had. I love the way you love me. I set you free today! Go.. Live your life. Find yourself a better version of me.
I know gave pain and nothing more. I am dying, the only way you can forget me.And darling don't you chase me now to the doors of heaven. I am gone; long gone. You won't find me now. Wipe your tears and smile, get up don't lay beside me I won't hug you this time. No, my lifeless hands won't wave you goodbye and my cold lips won't meet your brow.
I take this picture of yours with me though I will gaze you being a star every night, the star we used to stare at. Remember I still love you..