I admire you
3 years later when they met by an accident,
She realized his mere presence still made her heart skip a beat,
Wanting not to be her past self, she tried her best to keep calm.
Playing with her nails,
Looking around for way too long,
Setting her hair frequently,
She tried hard to keep herself distracted,
from admiring his brown orbs,
From comparing is face lines to the one's she knew by heart,
From observing his past habits, .
She tried her best to compose herself, but her broken heart now seem to have a life of its own, .
Seeing her struggling to stand still, he smiled and said, "I admire you. I admire the battle you are waging with your heart"
And in that moment,
all the failed attempts,
to calm her heart,
to deny the strong feelings,
to abandon her lost love,
Went in vain......