WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME??
I am good for the while..
I will talk more,laugh more..
Eat and sleep normally
But then something happens
Like a switch turns off suddenly somewhere
And all I am left with is the darkness of my mind,loneliness of my soul,demons in my heart..but each time it feels like
I am sinking deeper and deeper
And I am scared
That one day I wont make it back up
I feel like I am gasping for air
Screaming for help
But everyone looks at me with confused faces
Wondering what I am struggling over?
When they are all doing just fine
It makes me feel crazy..
What the hell is wrong with me??