Ask yourself. Ain't you tired of seeking attention from others? Ain't your tired to impress everyone? Ain't you tired of faking yourself? Ain't you tired to gain attention and once you dont look as nice as usual, they dump you?
Why did you forget to impress Allah? Why did you forget that eventho your good action is seen by no one, Allah keeps watching?
Why don't you choose being real in the way Allah likes?
Those are some serious questions you need to start asking instead of pretending everything is well done while no, there are some to get corrected.
And I am talking real. Truths are bitter, but better.