When I sit back and contemplate About the aspects of my life That I experienced throughout This journey , I had the flood of thoughts in my mind , so many queries and questions and confusions For what should I do , and how.?
If I live according to people , I am a fool and if not then I am arrogant !
If I trust people easily , I am stupid and if not then I am a doubter !
If I show significance for , I become valueless if not then I am an egoistic !
If I am generous and virtuous, I have been gifted by lies and betrayals !
Why ? Beacause I am a sinner but for how long it will take to compensate.?
I can write it and express , but to whom ?
The people who couldn't help me
Or the god whom I do believe in but right now not listening to me !
Had many people around as lessons now want someone as blessing..!