People come, mess up your life and leave. But they don't leave you that easily, for every step you move forward they'll blame you. It's when they did wrong to you, you distanced yourself from them, but when the same wrong happens to them, it badly hurts. It's like you don't have a heart, you're a human with no emotions. Even if you make them understand things, all in return you receive is being judged. What upsets you is that your close ones are faking emotions in front of you while behind your back they are bitching about you. This goes on and on, the cycle never ends and you get habituated with this, concentrating on those few people who are your life's precious gems.