Is this moment worth a smile?
I had, for I mourned to gain.
It's sweet worth sweating for
The grab for fear to lose.
This smile,a deserved gain?
Or just a curtain that pulls apart
A mask that shelters the shattered
To see another same old pain.
Shall I leave the grab for it is weak?
I wish it would last with every step
But it disappears with the fog
Leaving me stiff, nowhere.
Shall I wait for the return in a day?
It didn't leave a word or a trust
This force I cannot stand with,
These days to feel the unanswered.