It took a while to realise,
That you were standing on my oxgyen tube.
Making it harder for me to breathe,
Choking me still to death,
Even then I hold u firmly,
Just like a knot in a thread.
I denied that it was the abuses that turned into bruises,
As I presumed it was affection.
I denied love has been faded,
As my heart believed u more than reality that I couldn't see through.
It took a while to know,
Love was long gone in your eyes,
And you started painting me in humiliation as I was in dismay.