• euripedesblack 14w

    i wish i was as brave
    as they think i am
    i wish i had that will to fight
    some nights they find me alone
    looking off into the distance
    thinking im searching for a star
    some place a far to fly away too
    a new land that can observe my might
    if they only knew my plight
    these internal battles I have to fight
    when all my anxiety begins to ignite
    because the truth is
    im afraid of the unknown
    im afraid of the dark
    and when people put me on a pedestal
    im afraid of heights
    but more than anything
    im afraid of my potential
    they say its my fate to be great
    I’m not afraid that they’re wrong

    im afraid that they're right