I was never fine. Ask me last year and I'll be telling everyone that I'm okay, even though I know for a fact that I am not. I admit I was hurt for what you did.
Even through all the doubts I had, I still tried. I took the risk that I was so afraid of. I trusted you. I loved you. but you just broke my heart.
Almost a year had past, the missing, the crying and the hurt starts to become useless. I began to self- reflect. I realized how important self-love is, that we should never hold on to the past, and that we should learn to let go.
I once read on a post, and I totally agreed, that maybe there are people who come in our life not to stay, but to teach us something. To shape us to a better someone. Maybe they left for a more meaningful reason. Maybe they left because a someone more better is coming.
Meeting you shaped me for who I am now.
Like they said, experience is the best teacher. Leaving me might be a sad experience, but I will never forget the stuffs it thought me.
I came to realized that, For you to heal, you must first learn to forgive, and to love yourself.