Lonely eventually becomes something you learn to trust. In a world so cold ragged edged with rust. Alone doesn't become something scary, your accept it no longer leaving you weary. Contentment feels graceful with your inner shit storm, it's when your surrounded by life your heart feels scorned. Company of lingers with betrayal, disgusted that soreness has overcome failure. The presence of others make a your stomach feel weak, they took your smile and made you so weak. But alone is where you feel free and safe. Out in nature with the quiet so loud it stops in its place. You'll live in solitude for the rest of your days, when you venture alone off course during life's ugly maze.