• tyco617 23w

    Superficial

    Superficial scars
    Superficial pain
    Superficial problems
    Playing superficial games
    Don't worry I'll be fine
    Caz my problems are trivial
    Nothing I feel matters
    Because I'm basically invisible
    Just pretend I'm not here
    Just pretend nothing happened
    Go back before you knew me
    Go back to when you were happy


    I wasn't what you wanted
    I told you I was different
    You thought I'd make you happy
    But I'm such a disappointment
    I'm sorry if I hurt you
    I'm sorry your not mine
    Sorry I wasn't different
    Sorry for your time
    I know you're happy you hurt me
    And you're happy I'm addicted
    You're happy that I'm suicidal
    Unstable. Confused. Conflicted.


    Don't think you're the only one
    To rip my chest apart
    To take my heart and drop it
    And marvel at your art
    To make me feel unwanted
    Undesirable, and worthless
    These feelings are my trademarks
    Devoid of any purpose

    My pain is superficial
    Don't worry I'll be fine

    4 girls before you
    Destroyed me from within
    4 girls; 4 sad stories
    You were supposed to be my win
    It was my turn to be happy
    It was my turn to be ok
    My life would have had meaning
    If only you had stayed


    People ask me if I'm okay
    Don't worry I'll be fine
    They're only words and words can't hurt you I say it all the time
    That time you told me you slept with someone
    Broke my heart in two
    That time you told me you still love him
    I swore it was untrue
    That time you told me bye forever
    I couldn't deal with that
    They're only words and words can't hurt you
    Trust me that's a fact

    That time my mom said she hated me
    Wished I wasn't born
    She blamed me for the disease that killed her
    I soon became her scorn
    She often told me she didn't love me
    Love I didn't deserve
    But those were words & words can't hurt you
    Stop talking and you'll observe
    That time my teacher called me hopeless
    And a waste of time
    That time my grandma called me murderer
    I killed that mother of mine
    Those were words and words can't hurt you
    I say it all the time

    Someone will soon tell me
    That you're pregnant or engaged
    They'll tell me move on caz your happy
    I'm gonna hate that day

    But those will be words & words can't hurt me
    Superficial scars
    Superficial pain
    Superficial problems
    Playing superficial games

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