• shafeeerah 33w

    somebody else's birthday

    as I opened up my eyes and colours met my iris,
    I felt the tears raised right through my heart,
    and I felt it nearly empty
    just like a feeling you had after a beautiful damn spring ended
    just a little bit much worse,
    the ash in my lungs started to work,
    burning and burning
    leaving the smoke to fly into my mind,
    saying that,
    "hey, today's his birthday",
    i know
    "so why don't you wish?",
    because he's not mine
    its somebody else's birthday
    and im crying in my bed,
    realising
    he won't wish me too
    on my birthday
    just like those years before.

    ┬ęshaf