I don't want to
I don't know why,
but I feel safe here.
I don't want to leave,
I wanna stay here.
It feels like my life is crumbling.
Just one more year.
Just a bit more days.
I'll say goodbye to all my friends.
I feel unsafe.
I'll have to face all the unpleasant comments.
My confidence is ready to embrace rock bottom.
My dream seems reachable, yet so impossible.
Leaving is all I ever did perfectly; giving up is my new hobby.