understanding the self.
we want to know our passion;
we want to channel its currents and to create.
like gods, we want to create and to be good at what we do.
we exploit ourselves only to reach a point of inner revolution,
and then everything self-destructs.
we realize that alas,
we are not as capable as we originally wanted to believe,
we realize that we are mere human beings,
who will never manage to procure enough forgiveness
to match our mistakes.