Jesus I need you
Most times what I say isn't how I feel
And how I feel isn't what I say
So When you ask me how I am
I will say am fine and okay
However my handkerchief became wet with my tears
And my head boils up like a boiling water
My temperature rose like I was under the hot sun
Pretended like everything was fine
Don't know if should cry my eyes out and act like am about to die...
But doing this, people think am strong
Although at times I wanna scream and jump touching the sky
Also I wanna shout, say my mind, express the way I feel...
I couldn't hold tightly to my pen to write
I couldn't write something about love because all I felt was pain
I couldn't read the books I love
Because I lost focus
Then I look up to God
Take my rosary and recite a mystery
Because he his the one I call when am in pain and distress
He his the one I call when am happy and joyful
Because each time I call him I never hear a beautiful female voice saying the number you dialled isn't available
Cause my God is always available
So I say master Jesus I need you...