2. First step - acceptance to my state
Sitting on my chair,
I opened my course book.
Turned to page 452, exactly 8
minutes later, there I was,
Staring at the word "IS" , the
Third word of the seventeenth line
What happened above in the lines,
I had no clue,
I knew there was no point
In giving the term exams, I knew
I would fail, I searched on Google
Typed my symptoms on the search tab
There it was, the reason to everything
And the beginning to what I assumed the end.
I was in depression, I had everything
But I was absolutely broken inside.
Musing upon everything, something
Caught my ears, a line
Maybe from the radio
"Ruk jaana nahi tum kahi haar ke,
Kaanton par chal ke milenge saaye bahar ke."
I knew I was in a war.
And I just had to equip.
Coz i won't stop, i wasn't allowed to,
I did not want to.