people just dont understand
cannot comprehend the logic behind my warped mind
i've became frozen within this realm
trying hard not to feel.
fright has become the disease that once captured my body
holding me still
hiding me from what was real.
but here i am
someone new in a foreign place
her soul drifted away that day
lacking the drive
the feelings to every memory that was just too much for you to endure.
i am your walk in
taking your place
sometimes i feel lost as i continue your life
unsure of who you are.
an unfortunate departure
i am heartbroken you had to endure
it leaves me puzzled
has everyone forgotten her?
where you are?
you feel so far..
thank you for this chance
to make us shine
where ever it is that you now reside
i hope it is everything you dreamed it would be.
your life just wasnt what it you thought it should be.
in the aftermath of all the chaos,
i am thankful for you.
your bravery and soft heart
helps me understand why you chose me
to endure the life you thought wasn't worthy of your stay.
thanks for the life you've given me.
as confusing as it may be,
i am learning everyday.
everyonce in a while i have a moment
a peaceful feeling of clarity sprinkles
down in droplets of rain.
i close my eye and feel the sky
as you so thankfully kiss my face with raindrops
felt in windy sighs.
through open portals our cosmic energy meets
it is these moments that I am reminded
why you left this world
and I took my place.
the grounding waves of my new foundation
continue to engulf
flooding my conscious mind
washing away all the hurt and painful moments
that you had to endure.
when you were still here
a spirit in physical form,
a vessel that contained your spirit
a shape people on this earth remember.
i see you in me
in mirrors of the past
i reflect on those unforgotten images
flashes of you that is now myself.
moments of your life are now mine to live
yet we remain intertwined
together as one.
i am here to help you finish what your soul dreamed
i am your reflection that shows the physical world
your life has just begun Kelly,
dreams do come true because you always believed.