If I could tell you how I feel.
I’d say I love you loud and proud.
I’d act up on it by holding your hands and kissing you for the first time.
I’d never break your heart because you’ve been all I want for years.
You’ve been all I need but I can’t just say it for your heart is all for someone else.
I fear your rejection. For no one else but you.
I love you, Lex. You’re all I want and need but you desire him, not me. You’ve not seen him in two years but I’ve waited for you for five. I want give you all the love you deserve. I want to stare into your blue eyes and tell you I love you and prove it.