I put the blade to my wrist and I sit. I sit and wonder is today the day that I won't wake from this? Is today the day the pain will finally be gone? Is today the day that the blade cuts deep enough to make my life end? I want the pain to go away and my sorrows gone. I want to fly high above the sky and be free of it all. Will today be the day that all these thoughts will be over and I'll be free?