i'm sailing on this ship of forgiveness
regretting decisions made in past lives.
and yes i know the past is past - 'a bridge to nowhere' (thank you Sufjan Stevens) - but my days are still numb.
numbers are all i see these days.
i'm still counting down 'til the farewell clock strikes (!)
striking me into a sigh of relief.
and believe me child i truly am sorry for your...
but i have my own life to live.
i am the captain of one
on this sea of forgiveness.
i pray you forgive me for my selfishness.
i pray you still love me despite my hurtful words...
the past is past...