Nights spent hiding tears ,
heart writhed disguising the pain .
Don't want to hide it ...
for once , just for once
let my heart bleed from the corners of my strain.
They say to have hope and smile
no matter, whatever it takes ,
No I can't.
For ,I am tired to fake ,
for , I am tired of being optimistic .
Let me be a pessimistic for a change,
let me be a noob in the world of droops,
for only that will remind me
of my darkest of days .