Why don't you for once let not the world's words affect you
Let dominate your mind not even your own conciousness
Let no thoughts disturb your calm and think of not the loneliness you're enduring but the peace you're enjoying
Why don't you for once quit depending on others for moral support and to hide your own weaknesses and instead embrace that vulnerable part of your soul which you long abandoned?
Why don't you find within you an incredible power which could lead but not dominate and which could guide the lost ship back to the port instead of sitting curled up in that ship and cry on your fate?
Why don't you for once curse yourself instead of blaming the Lord's will for your deeds.