When my brain shuts down and the heart speaks,
It is nothing but a recap of all that should've never happened.
You smiled at me and I felt like it was the best thing that ever happened.
You praised me and I drowned in your words.
I took birth and became the third wheel.
As I keep sinking in my thoughts, I uncap my pen and jot down on my diary, 'I wish I could simply vanish. From all the frustration. From all the sorrow. Vanish into pure nothingness .'