feelings..... part 2
i wanted that badly, but i couldn't have it
i was sad, i faild a class because noone cared about me that time, when i had a break time
i was popular in that app i was opeining on my phone, i used to like every post so i can get likes back, i was extremely bored, eating my sandwich in my room, suddenly; saw that beautiful picture if someone
i just couldn't look away
i don't know what took me away but it was really strange
i literally was starting for more than 15 minutes til my mom called me, i snapped away and had that feeling in my stomach
and my eyes started to get watering idk why
i followed that person
gosh she was so beautiful
i liked most of her posts
waiting everyday to see her online
just opening that certain app to see her stuff
i was scared, i wanted to know more about her
she was cute, smart, educated
i stalked het more that 1 month and a half
i was thinking about her all the time
when i opened that app one time
i wanted to see her latedt posts, when i found out that she's taken by other girl..
i was shocked
i was starring at the wall and thinking
"i want to be in her place, she's so lucky"
like that was the thing i needed in my life
in that very moment i prayed god to be in that place...
all that happend and the girl didn't know that i existed
i wanted to talk to her
but i was to shaky
i was super weird when i first send her
"do you like girls?"
and that was really stupid coz u didn't think
she replied instantly "yes why?"
i told her that i was just asking and i noticed that she have a gf
she was nervous
after 1 month
i wanted to hear her voice
i called her and she answered "hello"
and that was the most beautiful voice I've ever heard, my heart was pounding
after 1 month and a half
we were best friends, maybe more yeah
she told me everything about her
so did i
i noticed that things with her gf wasn't going well
i was reallly happy i could jump from a building
but i couldn't show her, she was sad
i stood beside her
i tried to get then back but it didn't work
after 1 month
she asked me to be her gf!
i obviously said yes
and that time, i was the happiest person in earth
i felt that feeling in my stomach again
that missing feeling in my life
love and care
passion and desire
when i looked at her
there were every thing i wanted to have