I woke up to my screams
It seemed to be drug induced
I held out my hand and cried out
I am bruised
Broken I feel so abused
And unsure of my use
Could it be drug induced
I am unhappy so I took a strip
put it underneath my tongue it stained my lip
Psychedelic feels ,bemused and amused
Am I still your muse?
I feel surreal pleasure but nervous to who's watching me
I fell unseen demons that's crawling underneath my skin
Was it even worth it ?
Can I simply just cut it and end this
My life is an undying scene of lost loves
And broken hearts white doves
But no peace only the reminder of this
Intense violence inside me
Why do I do this evil to myself
Why don't I try to love this body , soul and spirit more?