• nihit04phillips2000 13w

    Strange reason for writing this

    Ab kya batau dil ka aalam ,,gum bhete nhi hai ,dard kam hota nhi hai ,jaan jaati nhi hai dum nikalta nhi hai ,taqleef kam hogi nhi ,zakham ghere hote jaa rahe hai ,ye pyar bhi ajeeb bala hai ,kisi ko milta nhi jise milta hai use qadar nhi hai sache aashiq is jahan me sirf raaste ke kankar jaisi halat hai ,koi samjh ta hai par manta nhi koi manta hai par samjh ta nhi ,koi keh deta hai par fir bhi kuch na ho sakta hai koi na keh pata hai fir bhi bohot kuch ho jaata hai ,lekin ek tarfa pyar me ek din sabhi ek mod par zarur milenge par us mulakat ke baad sab ki manzil or raahe alag hogi ,sab ki kismat alag hogi koi ya to jeet jayega ya koi seekh jayega aandhiyon me chirag ko jalana tufaano me kasrat karna ,sunami me araam karna ,sab kuch khatam barabad ho raha ho tab bhi sirf shaant baithe rehna ,or ek hasi chehre par rakhna .,,bas ghutan si ho rhi hai tadap or badhti ja rhi hi haar ke baad bhi koi na koi kasak reh gayi hai ,ya khuda tere is kahar se mujhe door rakh kya gunha hai mera fir kyu saza di ,main to kahi ka na reh jaunga agar jald hi kuch harkat na ki tune to ,na uske aane ki khushi na uske jaane ka dukh hai ,mujhe kuch nhi chahiye bas aise hi yadon me khush hu ,baaton me khush hu ,neendo me khwabon me khush hu ,uske ehsas me khush hu ,sare jahan ko nhi jeetna chahta bas ab khud se jeetna chahta hu ,mujhe mere mukam bata de mujhe mere thikane se mila de meri har haar ko kabhi khatam na ho aisi jeet se mila de ,mere har gunha har khata ki ya ek baar me saza de de ya ek baar me sab muaaf kar de , aaj mere khuda mujhe bta de me kon hu kha hu me aakhir ,mere maksad ko mere lakshay se mila de ,meri himmat ko hauslon se mila de ,meri takat ko meri ilm se mila de ,har taraf sirf maut ki deewaar nazar aati hai ,in sheeshon me bhi khud ki parchai nazar aati hai ,in bediyon kyu main jakda hua hu mere pankh khol de mujhe bhi jahan me khula udne ka maza lene de do pal ki har khushi hai do pal ki hai zindagi jeene de ,ye jahan bhi kuch hi waqt ka reh gaya hai meri wafa ko mujh se mila ,de har pakwan ka swad laziz hota hai chakh liya ab asli dawat kara de , har meethe paani ke jharno se peene de ,in pedo ki shakh ke niche araam karne de ,in baarishon me bheeg jaane de mujhe ,bhene de mujhe har jhil nadiyon me ,har samandar ki lehron se takrane de kinaron me kha kuch rakha hai yaha pade pade sadne se to acha hai samandar ki sair karu doobjau kahi ghere raaz me ,ab to aaja thak sa haar sa tut sa gaya hu meri zahaj ko to paar kara de , in parvaton ki unchai yon se sunhaire nazare ka maza to lene de ,in chidiyon ki awaaz me jo sangeet hai use sunne to de ,kaha khoya hu kaha mit raha kaha khatam ho raha hu kis khai me hu tu bata de kyu ,mera hath tham le nikal ne mujhe yaha se ,oh khuda teri dohaai deta hu main .Sun le tere siwa or koi nazar nhi aata .Bas ek zara si mulakat hi karle tere bande se ,teri awaaz hi kaafi hai mere liye .
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