I have just left things how ever they are..
I have no energy to get back to what it was or how they are suppose to be..
I'm going with the flow
Let things happen
Let people go..
But yes i don't want to loose anyone
But i'm done with all of the things happening and so i take a decision to be me..on how ever i want to be..
I'm not going to care anymore what you think about me or for me..