ive got a feeling that todays going to go great
but who can know whats in my fate
And i finally wear a genuine smile
maybe its just been a while
or maybe im just in denial
i walk these halls my earbuds in
mind at ease and ready to begin
go through the first two classes feeling okay
when the dark stares back held just at bay
closer and closer it seems to get
i try my best not to fret
my smile starts to falter
my bright attitude begining to alter
the cold creeps in drowning the light
the sadness fills me im not alright
im all alone in this cage of fear
no one can get in not even those i hold dear
i try and try to bend the bars but somehow they only cause scars
i cant get out and i can not run
for the darkness never leaves and will always return
i try to be positive and cast a light
but its all an allusion, hiding my fright
the smile you see, it isnt me
you may think im full of glee
but deep inside its killing me
all i want is to be set free,
but ill never leave you all behind..
all i can do is block out my mind..
i hope and hope that you dont find..
the one you love...
is leaving you blind...