I hope you get to a realm of peace both within and outside of yourself.
And when you do, It's my wish that you will protect it, take care of yourself, choose you and do it shamelessly.
Don't ever apologise for your decisions and choices when life has presented you with a plain canvas and the mandate to create the picture perfect life you want. There are no manuals.
Build your own experiences and form your own truths. The world is judgemental and selfish so don't succumb to what, how, when, where and why it should be.
Go at your own speed.