Million times I denied my love to you,
but it never changed the fact that I loved you in my life time.
and here I am, compiling sentences that may rhyme.
Missing these eyes of yours at the summertime.
Every single moment drifted
and went through my mind
Over, and over
Memories of love,heartache, stubbornness,confusion.
I remorse not loving myself enough to admit it,
but at that time I couldn't face up to my mind or even seize it.
I deny that to you I approached
and to you my feelings were never showed.
I deny saying a single word;
as my vision was distored and my mind was blurred.
and now I lost you..
With the whispers of denial conquering my mind,
Processing the pain of what I am Who I was and what I might become.
In my thoughts I drown and drown.
In my mind the memory of you prevail..