I started hating you
To ease my pain
Even though it felt like
My all efforts went in vain.
The pain was too much for me
You would never understand
How i lived and how i recovered
It's a journey you started; you ended
And with hatred, i began.
I lied on the floor that night
No one ever broke my heart like you did
Once a healthy cheerful one
Now my heart was broken into a perfect grid.
Oh! and i can't measure how much i hated you
Infinity is not in the scale of 10 to 0
You were supposed to be my saviour
Now i am just trying to be my own hero.
Please see, i am trying here
To live, to let go
Please, it's still very tough for me
I beg you now
Don't hurt me anymore.
I give in, this fight of hatred
I give in, i don't want this hatred anymore
I just want to be the person before i met you
I lost that person that night on the floor.
It still hurts me
I am still trying to move on
It's been too long now
You have what you wanted
Now leave me alone.