They say that "First time" is always special. What a cliche! You proved them wrong. You were my second and I swear much more special than anything; more than that "First time" It all started with, "Ugh! He's so irritating"and somehow changed to "OH! God where are u? What's wrong with you? Why aint you replying fast?" U know during all this time; I was trying to figure how much you are different from him and everytime I glimpsed it, My heart blissed and cheeks couldn't stop from blushing.
Meanwhile I had started believing the lie "EVERYTHING IS UNDER CONTROL" this time. I will really be able to handle myself but I felt THINGS HURTS MORE AT SECOND TIME THAN AT FIRST. May be U did this unintensionally but trust me it hurted more than ones done intentionally. This time the only difference is.. I cried a bit more louder but without tears. I will move on easily but It will take much more time to mend. I didn't woke with hope that "Oh he will come back someday" instead I just texted him "I'm all fine :)" And the similarity is.. I'm broken again and deep in my heart now I believe I deserve nothing good But you know what's worst? YOU DIDN'T JUST BROKE MY HEART, YOU BROKE MY MENDED HEART.