Losing you is pretty bitter sweet.
I feel broken hearted and weak.
I feel sad inside because i cant stop thinking of your bliss
Or our little bubble that we jump into-
Whenever you want me around.
You were always too beautiful to be permanent in such a poor life.
A beautiful soul with a ugly face but so much to give.
Such a sad thing to grasp knowing your gone im part dead inside.
I just keeping in my head over that i fucked up.
Our conversations of so many years passing through my mind.
I dont want such in depth emotions.
I thought i wanted pain but this more than i can handle.
Tonight i hope i get some to sleep.
Just the fact that i experienced my true self with you...
Now im tellng myself hed time stories begging to dream,
Its been 2 whole days of absolute no sleep.
I cant sleep.
I dont even want to live.
You promised never to go,
Yet i promised my loyalty.
I deserve this.
Im alone again.