Notice my actions
The stories I post..the profile pictures I change.
The songs I am listening to right now..
I have reasons behind every fucking thing.
That sad quote I posted was because I'm feeling like shit.
That crying picture was because I'm feeling like crying..that sad song I'm listening to because the words conveys how fucked up I am right now..
But,you know what you don't notice..
All the signs are worthless.
You don't get what I'm trying to tell you.
You don't get I'm giving you signs to save me.
I'm screaming but you are not listening.
Seems like you don't want to save me.
Seems like you gave up on this mess that I am.
But I won't give up on myself that easily.
I will try to rise even though all I want to do is collapse.
I will open my eyes even though all I want to do is close my eyes for ever.
I won't give up on my self.
I am trying to love myself all over again..
Cuz I know even I deserve a second chance.