At this point... After a long break.. I'm feeling so pointless.. nothing I write touches me deep in my heart.. its like.. I am just writing.. I hate to be so average in everything I do.. I don't understand why we (the average people) are so average... Maybe because we don't invest much time to the things we wanna ace. I don't know..but I hate being so mediocre.. Taking pride in past glories and accolades seems futile to me.. Because if it worked for me back then why am I being average right now? I question myself a lot.. Because apparently,I have been tired of being mediocre for so long..