I wish, sadness could be poetic too. So that, I could paint it in colors of a poetry and let it go, rather holding on in this heart that could become so heavy one day.
You can search in the corners of your life and let disappointment be your ally when nothing else seems to be working out. But by time, it too fades away, since you grow. You adapt with change, you accept new people. You move on somehow but at nights like this, you know where you are going to head. And it's sure, it's going to be the darkness.
That is where you meet sadness. Unlike ego and anger, you can't blame the reactions. It is YOU and your insecurities that churn you from the inside. The mistakes you think you have made in the past and how hard you're going on yourself just because you don't blend in perfectly anywhere. That's sadness. And it couldn't be healed by writing poems. It is piteous and makes you cry and be angry at the same time.
And when you feel like blowing it all out, you see the words mourning for the people you think you could hurt by the same words. Well, you know, how harsh the shattered pieces of your soul make noise at the very moment.
welcome_to_the_machineWell , You're not ready yet . Someday when you'd be able to express extreme sadness and helplessness through your Art , That would be the day when you would Be Tagged as a GREAT WRITER ... Why do you think Van Gogh was Named ss the greatest Painter of the Impressionist era ? Ofcourse because his technique was unparalleled .. But those extreme Saddening Emotions one can Feel in his paintings . Ofcourse starry Night is the most beautiful painting of a Night ever been painted , because you can feel that EXTREME JOY OF BEING UNDER THE BEAUTIFUL STARS AND AT THE SAME TIME THE LONELINESS , THE DISMAY , THE PAIN ..!!! Without PAIN IN YOUR ART , IT'S JUST A GOOD TECHNIQUE AND A HIGHER INTELLECT TRYING TO DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT AND COOL , NOTHING ELSE .
welcome_to_the_machineAnd It's Kinda Absurd . The whole statement " SADNESS ISN'T POETIC LIKE LOVE " Love is full of sadness for god's sake . " LOVE'S SORROW " - YLAI .. And It's just disturbing that No one can feel the absurdity of this post . Ahhhh .. I just don't know when Mirakee would actually be A platform FOR ARTISTS ONLY . Right now , There's rarely a user whom u can tag as an ARTIST ..
P.S. - Sorry for the Straight up harsh comments but U know me well . I won't ever Fake If I don't agree to or if i don't like anything . TRUTH TRUTH TRUTH !!!!
_shweta@cigars_with_love Do you even think, I wanted to pen this down. Or I wanted to post it? I couldn't express. And that's the whole point out here. I have four write ups. That I couldn't mend, Decaying in drafts on that same day.. I've read this everytime someone commented and I couldn't know, what did I really mean. The statement, or the caption.. Everything is meaningless, maybe sometimes that is what anyone feels.. Meaningless. And that's what I did, took it out. Worst is, I don't even clearly remember what was the purpose to even write this.
Ironic how I'm reading many write ups on "love is sadness" since weeks. And I know that. I do know.
Thanks for the critic anyway
welcome_to_the_machineDude So you write Down what you don't really mean ? Ahh anyway . Chuck it ... Har ek ka apna apna scene hota hai !