I have always tried to hold on. Always done everything i can to keep going through every single setback. But this time round... I am flat on my back. Nowhere to go. I can't find enough strength to get back up. This time it is the end. This time i am defeated. This time it is over. I can't come back from this. Not now not ever... So i am sorry. But my days of giving it my all are done as i have nothing left to give. It is over. Goodbye hope. Goodbye faith. Goodbye.