When you said goodbye,
I couldn’t bring myself to cry.
I lie there awake at 6 in the morning thinking about you
and all of the things we had already went through
Did I make it that easy to leave?
Your heart was in front of me, did I have the wrong key?
I tried for days to settle it with you, and even then you didn’t care about the pain I felt because of you.
So I’ll stay awake for days
Wondering if I’ll be okay
While you sleep with her under your chin,
I’ll try to make myself the best i’ve ever been.