LOVE HIM NOT
I once said to myself:
the one I'll fall in love with when I turn 18,
it will be with no end
Actually I did!
he was someone I met from a friend
he opened up his sufferings to me
on the 6th day of February!
I could never forget that
because I've witnessed his downfall
how badly hurt he was
and how his weakness took over him
I shouldn't have entered his life
cause I've only caused him too much pain
they should have been back together with his girl
but I came and ruined it
Part of me realized,
I'm so selfish!
I wasn't in love with him that time
but I hate knowing he's hurt by his love
I don't know why
but whenever he calls me
my heart is aching
cause I've always heard him crying!
Day and night we talked
keeping his attention away
I always tried to make him happy
with all my heart I kept him company
Time passed by
I think I fall in love with him, oh my!
but sadly he can't catch me
cause he's still hoping for them to be
There comes a day
we were most likely a couple
exchanging love tweets,
mentions and tags each other, how sweet!
I bet this is love!
there's nothing could separate us
we promised to never leave each other
and we will wait for the right time together
I was blinded by your words!
realizing that you're far away from me
gives me nothing of a posibility
I almost forgotten the fact
that you haven't moved on yet
so my heart was in chaos
overthinking that I might have been used
I don't know what happened
we suddenly just ended
I hate thinking about it again
it just gives me migrane
However, you always got a place in my heart
that time and distance can't break apart
One thing I've realized:
Never to love someone who isn't done loving someone else