what do you know of kindness. I've waited countless years and walked away hopeless. I'm convinced, no matter how much I lose myself in corners far away, no matter how much I run, your pull is too strong to defeat. too cancerous. and my love for you is cureless. our bodies may be separate but our heart is one. you carry mine and you refuse to return it. but I believe it's all me. I never attempted to steal it back. somewhere in my mind I never wanted to even try. I was never prepared. I have lost count of all those times when I made up my mind to do the absolute opposite but how the adrenaline in my veins would stop me because you were always the kind of poison I needed to sustain.