He puts up a warriors persona, one that is strong and confident. No waver of doubt in his mind, however beneath this treacherous facade lies a broken, beaten man. His heart is shattered, and his soul has been tormented. His mind's constantly plagued with dark thoughts, that are relentless with their onslaught. He tries to silence them with alcohol, drugs, and other women. However, he can never get too drunk, or too lost in the lust to forget the one he truly misses. Never forgetting that first kiss, the one that solidified the idea that she is his one true love.