To dear daddy, I'm your daughter,your doll, your princess. I know you love me the most that nobody else can ever do on this big planet, I know whatever you do for me is possibly the best i deserve. I trust you blindly & i still do. I remember those days where , whenever i found myself in danger i keep on telling you that you'll hold my hand, instead of ; I'll hold yours. because daddy, i knew if i got scared i'll leave your hand but you'll never do. I still trust you the same, love you the same.
it's my 10th marriage anniversary today & you know i have 2kids, 7 & 4 years old. Everyone one is happy here, i feel good but their is something which don't makes me feel complete.
dad do you remember? when i told you about him & how you reacted , you just didn't listened to me, so i have to do that & afterall their should be nobody who deserves more importance than you & also because i love you.
now this is the saddest of my life. On the first night, i was in my new home's ,new room, on my new bed & that guy whom you choosed for me. Raped me that night, raped my emotions, my dreams, & my feelings. I asked him, not to do it tonight but he didn't gave his concern to my words, He dumped me onto the bed, removed my clothes & played with my body as he wanted to, & i keep lying on bed like a statue. he killed my dreams. I wanted to do this with someone i was in love with, but!!!
daddy, just because you feared to take a stand for you daughter against your, so called society, you threw me to somewhere i never wanted to be in. although i love my babies alot, but i still haven't fallen for the man you choosed for me, but now i love him even more( the man whom i dreamed of,the man whom i choosed once,the man who is my best choice & my only choice, the man who is somewhere still waiting for me).